Y do i get dis strong feeling dat im gonna get hurt once again?Y must i let dis little heart break into pieces over & over againnn?

Im having doubts abt everitink nw.Is dat even normal?I hate dis feeling.I hate myself sumtimes.I dun wanna fil dis way animore.

Thruout my 21 yrs of living,i was nvr hapi 2 be wiv "dem".I dun even noe wat is being hapi all abt.I dun even noe wat it reli means.I 4got hw it fils like 2 be hapi.

Bt still,I'm grateful wiv wat wateva i hav rite nw.Sumtimes all it takes is 2 sacrifice..Maybe i nid 2 do sum soul-searching...