I dunno y bt my tears dropped da moment when i read da msg i received.

& datz when i told myself dat i shld stop dis tears from flowing.

I noe dat i shldnt be shedding tears animore.

Bt am i supposed i do?Wat shld u do when u cant even control ur emotions?

Syarah,u're in total control of urself bt yet u cant even do a simple ting.

Simple?By trying 2 control ur inner emotions,izzit a simple ting 2 do?tell mi..izzit?

No,i dun tink so.Itz nt a simple ting 2 do especially when u hav been

keeping it 2 urself 4 a veryy very veryy long timee.

& datz wat i've been doin till 2dae.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Sumhw,i fil like itz betta 2 kip tings 2 urself rather than we let othaz noe

abt wat u r goin thru.Coz im sure otha ppl hav their own problems 2 settle.

Therefore,i dun wanna burden dem mre wiv my own problems.

Itz betta 2 settle it one by one all by myself.rite??

& nw my tears r dropping again.sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Y dis feeling?Y dis emotion?y?y????????

Y must u leave at dis point at time when u noe dat i reli2 nid u

badly nw & forever??Da qn is y???y?????

Maybe itz true dat i've been too dependent on u all dis while.

Even though we r juz frenz nw,hav 2 admit dat im still dependent on u till 2dae.

Izzit wrong 4 mi 2 be 2 dependent on u,a best fren whom i reli treasure so muchh?

As da saying goes,we will onli learn 2 appreciate & treasure da person onli

when he or she is gone.gone foreva.sighhhhh~

Bt when da person was still ard,u dun even appreciate & treasure him or herr.

U even took tings 4 granted & dun even treat him or herr well.

Nw dat he will be leaving mi 4 gd,onli den dat i started 2 realise sumtink.

I realised dat i reli regret 4 nt appreciating his presence &

nt treasuring him while he's still ard.

I reli regret 4 all da bad tings dat i had done 2wards him all dis while.

All da little arguments which were started by mi were reli stupidd!!

& everitink wld onli get back on track ONLI when i becum da "water".

Coz in everi arguments,im alwaes da "fire",da fire-starter.sighhhhhhh~
Wateva it is,i juz wan u 2 noe dat u mean alot 2 mi.

U're higher than da stars,da sun & da moon,babyy.

Itz ok if u dun appreaciate mi.Itz ok if u dun treasure mi.

Bt i juz wan u 2 noe dat in everi moment,i reli do appreciate u & treasure u ya.

Even if u hav 2 leave mi foreva,my heart & soul will nvr leave u.

It will still be wiv u no matter wat happens.Nw & foreva.Juz rmbr dattt.

I guess i shall make a move nw ya.Tears r dropping alreadi.sighhhhh~

So long & gd nite,ppl.

& y izzit so difficult 4 u 2 be honest wiv mi??y??