I fil so weird when i was praying dis morning.i dunno y.

I went 2 lie dwn on my bed n kept staring on da wall.

I cldnt slip.

I kept on tinking n tinking.

I kept on reading da msgs over n over again.

Out of a sudden,tears came into my eyes.

I was like "y is dis happening?y dear god?"

I juz didnt fil gd.Like sumtink bad was goin 2 happen.

Da feeling was so weird.reli weird! i hate itt.

I reli hope everitink is goin 2 be fine.

I still lurve him n i still nid him in my life 4 mi breathe.

W/o him,i cannot survive in dis werld.

sigh~

Dear god,,plz..i still nid himm.Plz protect him,my family n my frenz.amin.