First & foremost,hapi fasting 2 all my muslim frenz! Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yg penuh barakah & mulia ini.Semoga Allah menerima amalan-amalan kite di sepanjang bulan yg mulia ini.Insyallah.((:


2dae is da start of da fasting mth & im so hapi coz i get 2 fast & break fast 2gether wiv my wonderful family on da very first dae 2.Hehe.& im very very hapi 2 coz i get 2 do my first terawih prayers of da fasting mth yesterdae at da mosque.Alhamdullilah.((: Unlike last yr,where i didnt get 2 do my terawih prayers at da mosque & break fast 2gether wiv my family due 2 sch & werk stuff.


I rmbr last yr during da fasting mth where i had 2 break fast at da hospital almost everidae.At dat point of time,i reli miss breaking fast wiv my family.)): Yes,i admit werking at da hospital during da fasting mth was very very tiring indeed.Bt still,we had 2 endure.Patience is all wat it takes.Moreover,handling da patients was anotha tough job bt still..we managed 2 persevere.((: Due 2 da support of my lecturer & my colleagues,i managed 2 pull thru.& yes,teamwork is very very important.Hmm.Sumhw,i miss werking at da hospital.I miss my patients.& i miss my attachment mates.Bt...nursing is juz nt my forte.So wat else cn i do or say?Sighhhh~


Alrite dat was so random.I noe.Well,my point is dis yr,i'll try nt 2 miss any terawih prayers at da mosque.I'll try my very best nt 2..I'll be a gd gerl.Ceh..ya3..wtv,Syarah.LOL.Hmm.Nw dat sch starts on nex Mondae,dat means dat i will seldom get 2 break-fast wiv my family bt 2 break-fast outside instead.Sighhhhhh~ Im excited 4 sch bt at da same time im nervous 2.Well,letz juz hope dat everitink goes out well ehk.


Im planning 2 break fast wiv Sis & frenz soon.Yayah?Izam?Syiqa?Azmeer?Adeli?Hmm.I dunno.Well,Yayah promised mi dat she will break fast 2gether wiv mi on Mondae.((: Bt da sad ting is,i end sch at 6.30 on Mondae.Wat a drag.=S


Alrite,itz alreadi 3.15 am & im still up.I cant slip la.Still waiting 4 sumone 2 reach hme.See la..nw wat time alreadi still havent reach hme yet.I dunno wat 2 say la.Haiya.Dis boy ar.Noti2! Ok,he finally texted mi.Yayyy!!! Im off nw.Byee! Hapi fasting! ((:

Im yearning 2 see ur face coz i miss u much muchhh.)):

HAPPY 13TH B'DAE,NUR SYAFIQAH ZHD!

Hapi bdae 2 my one & only dearest sister,Syiqa! May Allah bless u alwaes & may u achieve success in life aite.Study hard & make Mummy & Daddy proud k?I noe u cn do it,Sis.Nw dat u hav turned 13,im sure u r big enuff 2 noe between watz rite & watz wrong aite.Dun let anitink distract u or ur studies ok?U hav a very important task 2 do nw & which is 2 study hard.Kakak,Mummy & Daddy will alwaes lurve u & pray 4 u in all aspects.Do take gd care of urself when we r nt ard ok?Stay hapi alwaes.Once again,hapi bdae! Enjoy! ((:

P/S: Hope u like da present.((:

Last Fridae's driving prac was quite ok.My instructor was reli farnie.He's quite friendly 2.i tot he's da fierce type bt actually he's nt.Hehe.& he had 2 remind mi umpteen times 2 slow down coz he said i was driving at a very fast speed.Haha.Well,so far so gd la.All da way,he was toking 2 mi in Malay.& i like da way he toks in Malay.U noe da way Chinese ppl tok in Malay...I like! Hehe.I cant wait 4 my nex driving prac ; which is on dis cuming Thursdae.((: On a hapi note,I'll be catching "The Hangover" wiv Yayah & Izam tml.Yayyy! ((:

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-Old time fav song by Spoon.I dedicate dis song 2 him.sighhh~

I dunno y bt im in tears rite nw.Im sorie 4 everitink.Im sorie coz i lied 2u.I didnt mean 2 hurt u.I didnt mean 2 lie.Im sorie.I reli am...Bt im forced 2 do dis bcoz ily mre than anitink else in dis world.Im sorie.....))':

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY,MUHD AZMEER BIN JAAFAR!

May Allah bless u & may all ur wishes cum true! I wish u all da best in everitink u do.May u succeed in life! Study hard ehk?Hope u enjoy dis special dae of urs bt dun ever 4get Allah ok?Once again,hapi birthdae! Take care.((:

WARNING: LONG ENTRY AHEAD.

Woohoo! I finally gt 2 watch fireworks on National dae.I wanna watch agn cn?((: & I tink dis yr's National Dae is betta than last yr.Onli i noe da reason y.Itz 4 mi 2 noe & 4u 2 find out ehk.((:


So aniwae,here it goes..Sis & I went out of da hse at ard 5.15 pm on Sundae.We were supposed 2 go out at 5 & reached at exactly 6 pm actually.Bt,sumtink happened.I lost sumtink & went searching 4 it 4 ard 15 mins.& so we ended up reaching City Hall at ard 6.15.Haha.Met Izam & Adeli afta dat.Sis & I were like 2 blur-sotongs luking 4 dem.Haha.


Afta dat,we went roaming ard at Marina Square.As usual,dere were alot of typical mats & minahs seen roaming ard.Tgk org mcm nk mkn gitu.peje! Had prayers done first b4 heading straight 2 Da Esplanade 2 watch fireworks.As expected,dat place was reli congested with alot of ppl.I kept on luking 4 Izam coz initially,i tot i lost him.Bt i didnt.He was actually rite behind mi.Hehe.& I tot I nearly lost Sis & Adeli too.Aiyo! We continued walking towards da underpass when suddenly, we heard da fireworks & walked back.Sis gt so excited & quickly told Adeli 2 take a video. Haha.The video wasnt dat clear.Bt nvm.Haha.To view da video,pls visit my sis's blog.Thank u.((:

Since everione was hungry,we decided 2 go & grab a bite.We decided 2 go 2 Plaza Singapura 2 eat coz we predicted dat dere wont be alot of ppl over dere.We settled ourselves at KFC bt dis little kid here,Syiqa wanted 2 eat at Mcd instead.Haha.Mentel! While eating,we joked alot & i couldnt stop laughing at Adeli's & Izam's reaction.Haha.Inside jokesla.=pp


Afta eating,we decided 2 chilleks at One Fullerton.& yes,itz Syiqa's idea 2.& so we had 2 go back 2 Raffles afta dat.Our apologies,Adeli & Izam.((: Upon reaching One Fullerton,we sat down at The Merlion area.We toked.We laughed.We Chilled.LOL! Sis die2 wanted 2 take photos & immediately asked Izam 2 take photos.Haha.The photos r currently in my sis's phone btw.Lazy 2 upload it here la.Hehe.At ard 11.30 pm,we decided 2 go hme.Took da last train hme.Reached hme ard 1 am.Obviously,Mum nagged abit.Bt afta convinving her & everitink,she's fine wiv it.((:


Yesterdae was Yayah's off dae.& since it was her off dae,she texted mi saying dat she wanted 2 mit mi.Moreover,itz been a long time since i last met her u noe.& so,i met her in Twn yesterdae afternoon.Btw,Izam joined us too.((: Had lunch at Taka's Mcd first & went walk2 afta dat.We decided 2 go 2 Cineleisure coz we planned 2 go 2 da movies.We wanted 2 watch "Hangover" bt i had 4gotten 2 bring along my IC coz it's a NC-16 show.Silly mi! Haix.& so dere goes our movie plan.My apologies,guys.)):


We decided 2 go 2 One fullerton afta dat since Twn was getting boring alreadi.=.= & i dunno y im nt sick of dat place.One Fullerton i mean.Mayb bcoz dat place is full of memories.Hmm.Izam had his prayers done first at da underground mosque at Raffles b4 proceeding 2 One Fullerton.Since Yayah & I cldnt perform our prayers due 2 PMS,we stayed outside & waited 4 him 2 finish his prayers first.Upon reaching One Fullerton,we sat dwn at da usual place.We chilled,toked & stuff.Halfway thru,Yayah went off while Izam & I stayed.We went 2 Da Esplanade afta dat & sat dwn at da waterfront area.Had long toks wiv Izam & as we were toking,million of tings were running in my mind.Onli God noes wat i was tinking.Upon having done wiv everitink,we decided 2 go home afta dat since it was alreadi 10.30.Reached hme at ard 11.45 pm.Phew~


Hmm.I've been having slipless nitex & my mind is kinda disturbed lately 2.Million of tings r running in my mind rite nw.I dreamt abt sumone yesterdae & itz kinda weird coz dis is da first time i dreamt abt himm.I've been having weird feelings 2 & i dunno y im feeling dis way.y do i fil dis way?Is dis love?If dis isnt love,den y do i fil dis way?If dis isnt love,den tell mi wat dis is?Wat is dis feeling?Dis feeling is driving mi crazy.Seriously! Am i reli in love wiv him?Am i?No,cant be...Arghhh! Some tings r betta left unsaid & sumtimes itz betta 2 kip tings 2 urself.I kip on asking myself whether i've moved on.& i tink da ans is a YES.Coz if i hav yet 2 move on,den y do i fil dis way?Den y do i suddenly fil dat my heart is unlocked?Den y do i fil da love 4 him?Den y do i fil dat im in love wiv him?Love??Is dis reli love??Yes,I admit dat I,Nur Syarah Zhd is in love wiv sumone rite nw.Oh God..pls show mi da rite path......


I'll be having my driving prac tml & im excited! Wish mi luck,ppl.Hehe.More updates soon ehk & more photos will be uploaded soon too ehk.Im off 2 bed nw.So long & gdnite,ppl! ((:

My last Sat was very very disappointing indeed.Azmeer,Syq & I didnt reli get 2 watch fireworks.We onli gt 2 watch 4 less than 5 seconds onli.Haix.Ya pathetic,i noe.U see..We reached Raffles at ard 8.30 pm & by da time we reached,no mre fireworks! Hw sad...We were late bcoz we prayed at Al-Falah first.Nvm.Prayers is mre important.((:


Alrite,here it goes..On Sat,Sis & I met Azmeer at Admiralty first.Niwae,sorie 4 being late,Azmeer.Hehe.We planned 2 go 2 Twn first b4 goin 2 Raffles 2 watch fireworks.While in da train,sometink reli farnie happened.Haha.U noe i noe ehk,Azmeer.I shall nt elaborate mre on dat.Hehe.Upon reaching Orchard,we decided 2 go da new shopping centre,ION.Dat place was reli packed wiv alot of ppl.goshhh! We cldnt take it animore & decided 2 get out of da place.Haha.Went roaming ard Wisma & Far East afta dat.We gt bored of walking ard & decided 2 go & chilleks at da mosque area afta dat.Haha.


After prayers,we went 2 Raffles afta dat & as i said,dere was no mre fireworks.Haix.We decided 2 go Marina Square afta dat 2 grab a bite at KFC since we had nt taken our lunch & dinner yet.Lol.Afterall,pity Sis coz she had nt eaten yet 2 since she was fasting.She drank a bottle of Apple Tea onli 2 break her fast.B4 goin 2 Marina Square,we met up wiv Nabil & Dan.Dey r Azmeer's fren actually.Dose guys r super farnie la.Haha.I dunno y bt dey simply lurve disturbing us especially Syiqa.LOL!


Upon having done wiv everitink,we went 2 chilleks at The Esplanade.While dey chilled ard,i went 2 watch a performance at The Waterfront.I like da female vocalist's voice! Super nice! Cn join Singapore Idol la.Haha.She was singing MJ's songs 2.I like! It was alreadi 10.45 pm & we decided 2 go hme.Took da train 2 Marina Bay & bounced back.In da train,I bumped into Benny.He approached mi & we tok2 4 awhile.I didnt expect 2 see him dere though.Upon reaching Admiralty,Mum & dad fetched us.Hmm.I wanna go watch fireworks again on National Dae! ((:


& 2dae...met Bella at Admiralty 2 take sumtink from her.Met Sis afta dat & i had 2 wait 4 nearly an hr 4 her 2 reach Admiralty.Arghhhh! While waiting,i hogged on da phone wiv Yayah.I was supposed 2 go out her wiv her 2dae bt plan corrupted.Yet agn! Lol.Sorie,Yayah.)): I had 2 cancel our plans coz Mum & Dad wanted 2 go 2 JB & dey wont let mi leave Sis all alone at hme.So aniwae,since Sis & I were starving,we decided 2 go eat at Mcd.I didnt even finish my McChicken.Dunno y.Lol.Went 2 pasar mlm first 2 buy a casing 4 my phone & went hme afta dat.Aniwae,sumtink reli farnie & "suspicious" happened at Mcd.LOL! & I cn still imagine dat guy's "suspicious" facela.Haha.Onli Sis,Izam & mi noe abt dis.U noe i noe,guys.Hehe.Niwae,im so sorie Izam for all da false accusations.U get wat i mean.Sorie...((:


Hmm.It's a Fridae tml & as usual,i will be helping out wiv Dad's werkstuff.Im nt sure whether i'll be mitting Fit tml.We'll c hw it goes..hmm.Im finally done wiv Izam's blog.Since it's his first time doin a blog,i decided 2 help him out.& nw,Izam has a blog! Haha.Must update everidae horrr.((: Ok,i noe dat my blog is getting boring dis daes...bt u guys r still reading my blog rite?Haha.I guess i shall make a move nw den.So long & gdnite,lovelies! Don't take drugs! ((: