Attention attention!!

Dearest readers..

I will nt be updating everidae 4rom nw onwards ya.

I shall onli update during my free time okiezz.

My apologies,ppl.

Hmm..

Itz been 1 wk of my clinical attachment alreadi.

So far everitink turned out be fine.

Sum of my patiens r friendly n dey juz lurve toking 2 mi. hehe!

So these were da tings i did 2dae:

1)Change da patients' diapers. lolx.

2)Did parameter 4 all da patients in da ward.(eg.Temperature,blood pressure & pulse rate)

3) Take report of all da patients' diagnosis as usual.

4)Feed da patients.

My frenz n i were so relieved when da clock struck at 3 pm. (:

We were damn tiredd & our feet were achingg.

& my back hurts so muchh. arghhh

While otw back juz nw,i bumped into da Darling gfs,Ninie& Ika!

I was so hapi 2 mit dem okayy. ahakz.

Da moment when dey saw mi,dey shouted my name. ahakz.

& I quickly said 2 dem dis."Ninie! Ika! quick kiss mi! imy ppl!"

N we kissed each other on da cheekz.hehe!

We aint lesbos okayy. :p

Within seconds,Ninie said she wanted 2 tell mi sumtink.

Dat babe alwaez hav sumtink 2 tell mi. hehe!

Well,i was shocked when she told mi dat.I was speechless!

I reli cant believe it!

I cant believe "his" mum is admitted in da same ward as Ninie's.

Im sorie bt i cant mention "his" name heree.

Hmm..

I met up wiv da othaz outside 7 eleven.

B4 dat,i bought a drink dere. Peach teas as usual! hehe!

I dunno y bt i alwaez hav sumtink 2 buy at 7 eleven. ahakz.

All da way in da train,i chatted alot wiv da gfs ; Ninie,ika & Nina.

Upon reaching hme,i took a quick bath n slept afta dat.

I was reli exhausted. duhh!

Im boredd nw & i tink i nid 2 end dis entry.

Tml will be a new dae.haiz.

& btw it's my mum's bdae tml.

I still dunno wat 2 get her till 2dae. aiyo!

tc ppl.

I miss da bf.Sigh.

Im pissedd.

Im reli2 pissed.

Im f***ing pissed!!

Dun ask mi y.

Y izzit so difficult 4 him 2 understand?!

My last hope is to _________ b4 i go 4 da attachment thinggy.

Haix.

Dearest Rai is cuming over soon. yeah!

I cant wait 2 tell her tings dat hav been happening here when she's nt ard.

At least i will fil betta afta dat rite?

Who else cn i turn 2 rite?

Shall update more lata.

bye.

I'm all cried out

Wiv nutink to say

U're everitink I wanted to be

If u could only see ur heart belongs to me

I lurve u so much, I'm yearning for your touch

Come and set me free

Forever urs I'll be

Baby won't you come and take this pain away..

<333

-Lurve,Syarah

yay-nesss!

Im so glAd tings btwn mi n him r goin out fine nw. =))

& tml im gonna mit da Darling gf,Rai! ok gr8!

I totally miz dat gerl.

Heard dat she hav A-Z stories 2 tell mi. ahakz.

I'll hav 2 wait 4 her 2 finish skul n i shall mit her afta dat.

Well,at least i wont spend anotha aftann rotting at hme. lolx.

Seriously,my aftanns hav been pretty boring w/o my loved ones ard.

u noe who u r.. =))

I seriously wanna go out dis weekend.

Mayb fridae?Sat?Sun?

haix.5 more daez babe!

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I cn sense dat sumtink is nt rite.

Sumtink reli fishy is goin on.

I simply dun understand y am i alwaez having dis feeling?

Y cant i simply erase it??y?

Wat is da ting dat is nt rite here?

I reli hope god will show mi da right path.

& yeah i totally hate "3rd parties".

& hav u ever wondered wat is ur greatest fear in life?

Dere's dis fear in mi dat sumtimes it leaves mi crying inside n outside.

I guess dat is my greatest fear in life.

i tink im prepared,prepared 4 da worst 2 happen.

Nah i dun tink so.

haix.nasib2...

*2 god i pray*

Im boreddd.

I fil like goin out SOON.Bt when?Wiv who??

Seems like everione is bz nw eversince skul started.haiz. =((

Dere's still till abt a wk left 2 da clinical attachment.

Im nervous+excited.

Im juz hoping dat everitink will go out well.

I nid 2 get alot of credits 4 clinical nw dat i did badly 4 my exams.

& my GPA is damn loww.

I passed everitink except 4 Bio.

Bio sux la okayyy. i reli hate it.

Itz bcoz of dat subject,my GPA dropped totally. sheeeez...

Wiv dis kind of resultz,i dun tink i cn proceed 2 poly at da end of da 2 yrs.

Haiz.

U noe wat?Sumtimes i juz fil like giving up.

Nursing is reli a tough job.N yes i do hav da interest 4 nursing.

But..u noe sumtimes i juz fil giving up.

My mum's gonna kill mi if she noes abt dis. ahakz.

Hmm..

I wanna go town.

Im so sick of da esplanade n Marina Square.

I oso fil like goin 2 da movies.Movies,anione?=))

I seriously wanna go outtt!!

I miz himm.

Where is he?

Kaulah cinta terahkirku.

I was bored juz nw.So aniwae,i found dis in my junk mails.

so juz read it ya if u r boredd or sumtink.=))

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do.


1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

Juz gt back.

I went out wiv my fam juz nw.

Im so hapi 2dae la seh! hehe

2 reasons y im hapi 2dae bcoz:

1)Dad had bought an Xbox 360 4 us! weeee~

(Like finally! ahakz.Dat means i shld strike it off from my wishlist.hehe.)

2)Dear Boyf is safely hme from da trip!

Honey,imy okayyy. =))

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Been having mood swings 4 da past few daez. sheeezz..

PMS sux okayy.Totally!

& da cramps r getting worse!

My tummy hurts la sehhh. arghhhh

I dun tink i cn carry on.

sorie ppl. tc. bye.

I cant believe i cried yesterdae nite.

I kalled Dear Boyf b4 he left yesterdae.

It was difficult 4 him 2 put dwn da phone yesterdae.ahakz.

It took him abt 45 mins 2 out dwn da phone.lolx!

I was like, "B!! Quick!! U r getting late alreadi!"

N he said "okok!" which was reli cute!

I simply love it when he says "okok" hehe!

Da song "easy to love you" was on air when he was abt 2 put dwn da phone.

Y must dat song be played when he's leaving?sheeeez..

Suddenly tears came into my eyes.i juz dunno y..

Thx Dear 4 dedicating dat song 2 mi. ily okayyy. <33

Niwae.i've sumtink 4 u when u cum back.So cum back quick ok?

Im sure u will reli like it. =))

Im missing himm.I wonder watz he's doin nw.. hmm..

Haiz.

Baby,i'll wait 4 u..

Im sorie i didnt update yesterdae.

I wasn't online oso.

Niwae,yesterdae i went out wiv da gf,Ifa. =))

Itz been a long time since we last tok n stuff.

Met her under her block as usual.

She lives quite a few blocks away from mine.

Took da train 2 Novena n headed straight 2 KK Hospital.

Ifa had 2 hav her blood test.

I saw alot of nurses. huahua. =))

Afta dat.went LJS.

I was reli hungry as i had nt eaten my breakfast n lunch.hehe!

Dear boyf kalled soon afta. I was so hapi when he kalled. =))

Took da train 2 Boon Lay n headed straight 2 Jurong Pt.

I dunno y alot of ppl kept on staring at us in da train.

Dere was dis "Bangla" who kept on staring at mi!

shuckz! Hw irritating cn dat be?? arghhhh.

*Wateva*

Went walk2 at JP.

Ifa wanted 2 go 2 Swensens.

I was totally full so i juz accompanied herr.

She wanted 2 hav banana split.hehe!

Sumtink farnie happened.ahakz.

Shall nt elaborate mre on dat.hehe.

Went walk2 again n went back home rite afta dat.

Reached hme at ard 9 like dat.

Shall update more lata.bye.

Bestiex are FOREVA.<33

Im sorie if da 3 pictures appeared 2 be da same ya.heh!

Ok coolll.

The meeting wiv Fitri was worthwhile even though it was a short time. (:

Watz impt is quality time rite?hehe.

Fit,ily la. =))

Here's more abt 2dae.

-2dae-

Met Sap at BNS.He was late 4 abt 15 mins as usal.haha nvm..

I was on time.I reached exactly at 3.15 pm.hehe.

Normally,i wld be a little late.4 abt 10 mins like dat. ahakz. =pp

Went 2 accompany him buy da prezzie for his gf.

He was short of money so i decided 2 add sum money. hehe.
Went walk2 while waiting 4 dear Fitri.

Sap told mi sumtink which was reli shocking! Im amazed!

Sap,it's dejavu!

Met Fitri at BNS as usual.

She was wiv her boyf,An n sis.Sap n An went off afta dat.

So left mi,Fitri n her sis onli. Gerls dae out! ahakz.

Went 2 Banquet 2 hav lunch.

We both had carrot cake 4 lunch. hehe.

Tok2 abt sum stuff.Fitri told mi sumtink.

i was shocked 2 hear da story from herr.

I cant believe dat she's a backstabber!

Im sorie bt i cant mention her name here.

Seriously,all dis while we tot she was da decent n innocent type.

bt she's nt!

Stop pretending laa. arghh.. i cant stand dis ppl la sehh.

ok enuff said. haiz.

Afta eating,went walk2 again n afta dat 2 da lib.

Took sum pics dere. hehe!

I shall upload it here lata ya. =))

At abt 7+,we decided 2 go hme.

Texted up Dear boyf upon reaching hme.

ily,bi! & btw i've nvr 4gotten abt u ok. =))

Im sorie if u fil neglected 2dae ya.

Till here den. I fil so alzy 2 type more.ahakz.

tc ppl. bubbye! mwah!

I cant wait 4 tml.

Im mitting da no. 1 best fren tml. hehe.

Like finally! weee~

I cant wait 2 mit Fitri tml. =))

She said she hav alot of stories 2 tell mi. huahua. =pp

Well,i hav alot of tings 2 tell her 2. hehe.

She's my no 1 bestie+gerlfren+sister. u name it! ahakz.

Darling gf,Rai said she has sumtink 2 tell mi tml.

"a longgggggg one" datz wat she said.lolz.

She wanted 2 mit mi tml bt i cant.u noe y. hehe.

So i told her 2 kal mi tml.

Sorie,Rai! =((

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I cn sense dat sumtink is nt right.

Is he becuming different?i dunno.mayb..mayb nt..

wateva it is,i hope tings wld werk out fine.

Im worried if sumtink bad happens.

All i noe is im nt prepared. Im nt prepared 4 da worst.

Ppl ask mi if im hapi nw. n i said of coz.

Im juz hoping dat dis happiness will last long.4eva mayb?

hmm...

I dunno y bt i totally cant erase dis feeling. sheeez. y?

I juz fil uneasy. y?

I lurve him alot n it's infinity.

He's leaving dis Fridae again. yup again! Arghh.

Plan rosak lagi. haix. ade2 je halangan. da nasib badan. =((

Till here den. I wanna stop here.

bye.

U're part of my entity,here for infinty. <33

Timecheck-6.35 pm

Im boredd as usual. lolx.

My prepaid credit is running low.hw pathetic! haiz.

I nid 2 top up asap.

I totally cant live w/o my phone! ahakz.

My body temperature is getting lower. thank god!

i tink itz due 2 da medicine. yuckz! lolx.

I do NOT like 2 eat medicine. sheeez..

& my appetite is improving.

At least i have da mood 2 eat 2dae unlike da past few daez.

I ate a little juz nw n i felt like vomitting afta dat. arghhh

i juz dunno y sehh.

My mum even scolded mi coz i didnt finish up da food. aiyo.

ok den.i gtg nw.

I shall update more 2nite ya. bubbye!

Im boredd.

My temperature gt higher dis morning.

I was freezing 2 death! I was still cold even though i

had covered myself wiv a blanket. arghhhh

i dunno watz wrong wiv mi 2dae.

N i tink my attitude sux 2dae 2.

Dear boyf,im sorie k?=((

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I dunno y i gt so jealous.

I muz be crazy rite 2 be jealous over small issues like dat?

hmm... izzit rite 2 be jealous over small isuues like dat?

i've nvr been dis jealous b4.

i lurve him n i wanna mit him SOON!

I dun tink i wanna carry on.sorie ppl.

tc.bye.

Jux gt back.

Went 2 da pasar mlm wiv Ifa juz nw.

One of my very2 close frenz. =))

Well,we r planning 2 go out dis Fridae. hehe.

Btw,da bestie gerl,Fitri n i r planning 2 mit dis Thursdae.

weeeee~~ i miz her so muchhh la sehhh. =))

Currently onlineee n chatting wiv da bestie gerl n da boyf.

Heart dem lotzzz. =))

I fil so sickly nw.Currently having a slight fever.

My body aches all overr.

& my throat hurts so bad. sheeezz..

Haiz.dunno y..out of a sudden sehh.

im effing worried.

Gerls,get a lifeee la ok?!

Stop being so desperate n thick-skinned laaa.

arent u gerls juz ashamed of urselves?

& cn u gerlz stop causing problems 2 us?? gosh!!

Go n luk 4 otha guyz laaaa.

I noe u gerls hav a motive rite?arghhh

Haiz.slapas satu2.slapas ni ape lak?aiyoo.

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My exam resultz is on 6 july at 9:00 am.

Im nervous! arghh..

Reli hope i'll make it. If nt,im dead! lolz.

pray 4 mi ya ppl?=))

ok den gtg nw. i tink i type alot alreadi. lolx.

bubbye! mwah!

Baby,i'll be here 4eva. =))

Time check-5:05 pm

Im so freaking boreddd+pissed rite nw.

Im all alone at hme.

Parents n sis went out 4 sum urgent stuff.

Bro went out mit his gf as usual.

I fil like goin out.

I was suppossed 2 go 2 my fren's pit bt i felt lazy. Sorie my dear frenz!

I woke up late aniwae. Sorie!

Haiz.Shld hav gone 2 da pit if nt i wldnt hav been dis boredd. =((

Im boredd+pissed!! arghhh

i dun understand sum ppl dis daez. sheeeezz

Plz stop bothering mi cn??im begging u!
Plz stop kalling mi n smsing mi.

Bcoz of u,i had a conflict wiv my boyf juz nw.

i was hapi when i kalled him juz nw.

Bt when u kalled,everitink changed.

R u satisfied nw??

i hate u ok.i reli do.

Y r u doin dis 2 mi?

Y do u like 2 c mi suffer??

Plz.Dere is nutink btwn u n mi animore.

I dun wanna get involve wiv ani otha guyz so plz 4get abt mi.

Life has 2 go on.Get it?

No matter hw hard u tried,my feelings will nt change.

I still lurve my boyf no matter wat happen.

Im nt dat dumb 2 be influenced by ur werds ok.

Get it??

Niwae my blog song is 4 u so juz get da lyrics straight into ur mind ok!

gdbyeee!!

Juz gt back.

My phone is finally gone 4eva! lolx.

Mum told mi nt 2 get a 2nd hand phone bcoz dere will be probz.

So i decided 2 get a new one instead.

I wanted Nokia 6288 bt it was 2 expensive.

While luking ard,sumtink caught my eyes.hehe.

I saw Nokia 5200 n Nokia 5300.(1st hand)

I wanted 2 buy da 5200 coz it was cheaper.

Bt i changed my mind n bought da 5300 instead.

I do nt like da 5200 due 2 da VGA camera.

Da 5300 has a 1.3 megapixel camera which is way betta.

Ok so da phone thinggy is settled.wee! =pp

I fil so relieved nw.ahakz.

Went 2 Cwp afta dat.Sis bought shoes.again! sheeeez.

She has 2 many shoes in da cabinet alreadi seh.arghhh!!

Had dinner n went hme afta dat.

Currently online as usual.

I dunno y my eyes r so red nw.

I tink itz bcoz of da contacts lens.sheeezz..

Im like so pissed off since juz nw.arghhh

Dun u understand simple eng?!?!

Stop calling n sending mi a thousand smses ok??get it?!

Itz irritating ok?

U r making mi hate u even more n more everidae!

U make mi do it so dun blame mi.

arghhhhhhh

I juz cant stand dis ppl!

Dun dey hav sumtink betta 2 do?sheeeeezzz

Im tinking of changing my no.

hmm..

ok enuff abt dat.

Im so in a good mood nw! hehe. =pp

gtg nw.nitez!

ily,dearest! <33