I finally got 2 mit Fitri yesterdae! Even though it was juz a short mit-up,i was still as hapi as ever 2 see her yesterdae.Hehe.So aniwae,i met her at Woodlands yesterdae afternoon.((: Had lunch 2gether first & went window shopping afta dat.Since Cotton On was officially opened at Cwp last week,we decided 2 go dere & check it out.((: Bt sadly,nutink attracts mi at all.Im still waiting 4 da new arrivals though.Since it was getting reli boring,we decided 2 go 2 da lib & borrow books.Well actually,i was da one who die2 wanted 2 go dere & borrow bks la.Nt Fit.Juz kal mi a bookworm or watsoeva.i dun care.Haha.Itz been a long time since i last went 2 da lib 2 borrow bks u noe.Aniwae,Fit & i separated ways afta dat while i went 2 mit Mum.Sis joined us 2.Mum went 2 pay bills while Sis & i went walk2.Upon having done wiv everitink,we headed hme afta dat.Boringggggggggg! Niwae,Fit & I r planning 2 go shopping nex week.hehe.& btw,Sap,u shld join us 2 tau! We shld do sum catch-ups.((:


& 2dae was a very very very very bz dae.Da house was very very noisy & kecohrable when i woke up 2dae & it was like 1 pm when i woke up?LOL! I woke up 2 hear Mum & Dad toking abt werk & ppl trying 2 sabotage or sumtink like dat.Moreover,da new Manager is so damn fussy 2 da max la.Arggh wtv! Mum & dad had 2 go in & out of da hse 2 do sum stuff while i had 2 stay hme helping out wiv their werkstuff.Hen lei....Ade orgtu ingat aku tk keje,tk ape den tk uat pape kat uma.Jgn nk sembarang ar.tk tau diam2.ko ingat aku kat uma free2 pe.Sebelum nk kate orgtu,cermin diri ko sendiri dulu ar.arghhh! Sum ppl ar...Haix.Itz getting boring dae by dae..& i noe dat my blog is getting boring 2.More photos 2 be uploaded soon aite.(:


I seriously dunno wat is wrong wiv u.Wow,i didnt noe dat love cn reli change everitink aite?& i mean EVERITINK.Ppl change..so ya.Is dat wat u call true love or wateva u call it?Ya rite.U shld noe from da start dat itz reli hard 4 mi 2 trust guys animore.U noe wat happened.U shld get wat i mean la.& u shld noe from da start 2 dat im nt ready 2 be in ani relationship yet.Im juz nt ready.So pls respect my decision.I juz cant accept ur love.I juz cant accept ani guy yet.Juz nt nw.I appreciate all da tings dat u had done 4 mi all dis while.I reli do.Bt im juz nt ready yet.After telling u da truth,u immediately changed.U changed drastically.Thx la ehk.Yes,i understand y u changed.I do.Bt........yes,we may hav known each otha 4 7 long yrs.Bt i guess we dun reli noe each otha well yet.Or shld i say u dun reli noe mi dat well yet?Ya mayb...I juz dun see ani progress in da relationship eitherr.I understand ur feelings & i hope u understand my feelings 2.ok?Im reli sorie 4 everitink..i reli am.Bt i tink being frenz is betta.Or shld i say frenship is more important than love?Well,mayb love is as important as frenship 2.So pls2 respect my decison ok?Pls?Thank u so much...Sighhhhhhhh~


On a hapi note,i passed my FTT babeh! & i so cant wait 2 drive on da roads & book my TP.Soon,baby.Soon2.Pray 4 mi ok?hehe.I wanna watch fireworks la.Planning 2 watch tml.Azmeer,besok ko on tk?Beep aku! Well,so long & gdnite,readers! ((:

HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY,MUM & DAD! (((((:

Will be goin 2 BBDC tml for my FTT.Wish mi luck! Will be mitting Yayah afta dat 2 for sum catch-ups.yayyyyyyy! & yes,im in nid of Retail Therapy! *kening naik* & btw,dis blog is due 4 a proper update prity soon!

I miss dis cute little lady here.Itz been a long time since i last met up wiv dis gerl.Catch up soon kies?I apologise coz i had 2 cancel our date da otha k.A proper date soon,sweetie.Promise! ((: Imy,Nurul Fitri Bte Ghazali! Missess~ )):

Alrite,here cums da bad news.My one & onli sista is reli reli sick & she's in da hospital rite nw.Mum's been staying over at da hospital since yesterdae nite & da house's empty without these 2 most important ppl in my life & i dunno 4 hw long i havta slip alone without my sista slipping beside mi.)):

I wld like 2 thank Feez 4 everitink & I reli mean everitink.Thank u 4 being dere 4 mi when i nidded u da most,4 cuming all da way 2 da hospital wiv mi (even though u noe it was alreadi late! LOL!),4 da cheesecake & da Double Choc & 4 da wasted movie tickets.sorie.& thank u so much 4 all ur care & concern towards my sista.(: Pls thank ur wonderful parents 4 mi 2 ok?Im reli sorie dat we had 2 cancel our movie date & im sorie coz i had wasted ur $16 on da movie tickets.It was reli such a waste.U shldnt hav bought da tickets first,u noe.Thus,4 dat,i apologise.Im so sorie.)):

& 2 Afiz,Yayah & da rest of ur names which i didnt mention here,thanks a million! U shld noe who u r & u shld noe wat im toking abt.Thx! I miss my sista so muchhhh & I miss my mum 2.): Get well soon,sis.We r alwaes here 4u & 2 pray 4 u.Miss u! Niwae,i'll be mitting Kak Nad tml.Well,at least i wldnt be so lonely.yayyy! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Woohoo! I finally gt myself a Maxi & a new vintage bag for sch & nw sista is jealous.haha.i'll buy 4u soon ok,kecik?lol! So niwae,i went out 2 Bugis wiv sista yesterdae.I was supposed 2 go 2 da movies wiv Afiz's sibs & my sibs bt plan corrupted again.haha.So in da end,i went shopping wiv sista instead.It was raining very heavily yesterdae & we were stuck in da rain 4 half an hr! Ni la satu2 slenger lupe nk bwk payung.lol!


& 2dae,i was supposed 2 go 2 sis's sch 4 sum carnival thinggy bt in da end,plan corrupted!! & so i spent da whole dae 2dae doin da normal chores,watching tv,playing wiv dis lappie,etc.Same old boring Syarahhla.sighhhhhhhhhhh~


While i was taking a nap juz nw,i was shocked 2 receive a msg from him.arghhh! I tink he doesnt understand simple eng la.Pls la.stop begging ok.Didnt i tell u 2 stop contacting mi & juz go away??U tink i cn juz 4give u easily juz like dat??U do a mistake,apologise & i 4give u afta dat & afta dat,u wld do da same mistake again,apologise again & afta dat i 4give u again! No way! Nt animore my dear boi! I realised dat i've given u 2 much face alreadi.2 muchh! Im sick & tired of all dis shits u hav been giving mi till 2dae.Reli sick! Im sick & tired of playing dis "give face & soft" role.So pls.pls3.Stop begging & pls stop contacting mi.thx! Much appreciated ya!! =.=


Readers,i apologise 4 dis.Im reli 2 pissed off nw.I told my mum abt dis & she laughed & said..

"Dun entertain dat crazy guy animore.I bet he will msg u again tml." Haha.Even if he does text msg mi tml,i will NT reply da text msg.LOL! Aniwae,my application is successful & im excited! I so cant wait 2 go 2 sch nex mth! Alrite,i nid 2 get sum slip nw.Will be goin 2 da movies tml.OBSESSED,here i cum!!! yay!! ((:

Wow,itz been a mth alreadi.See hw fast time flies.& im still pondering wat went wrong.Watz happening wiv my life rite nw?Wat is da cause of all dis?Who is da fire starter?Who is to be blamed?Simply no one.No one bt mi.Mayb i was wrong 4 falling in love.I still believe dat tings happen 4 a reason,a reason u will nvr noe.& onli He noes.

Even though life isnt fair sumtimes,bt I still believe dat no matter wat He is fair & da greatest of all.Watz important is we shld learn 2 accept fate & reality bcoz itz all from Him.Yes,my life's in a haywire nw.It kips on spinning & spinning.Life..wat is it all abt actually?Well,of coz u dun expect ur life be perfect 100%.Life is nt perfect.Nobody is 2.Bt still,onli u cn change dat fact.

Onli u cn help urself.God will nt help dose who dun help themselves.I was hurt nt once,twice or thrice & i've done my part.I've done my part in being da best 4 him bt wat abt him?Wat hav u done?Do u even care?It wont work if onli one does da job.It takes two 2 clap.

Datz it.I reli hav 2 put all dis 2 a stop.Watz happening 2 mi rite nw is affecting all da ppl ard mi.

& i reli hav 2 put dis 2 a stop.I cant do dis animore.No matter wat life has 2 go on.I've gt 2 move on & nt lose faith.Nw den i noe wat life is all abt.Life..It is so valuable.Very very valuable.So ppl,do make gd use of ur life & treasure ur loved ones while dey r still alive.

& when life gives u a hundred reasons 2 cry,show life u hav a thousand reasons 2 smile back!

Dis morning,i woke up feeling so..weird & insecured.I had a bad dream & i dreamt dat i lost sumone 4eva.I woke up 2 see my sister nt sleeping beside mi & datz when i realised dat she had gone 2 school alreadi.Moreover,I 4got dat itz a Tuesdae 2dae.Phew~

Sumone came into my mind & i realise dat i still kip his photo in my wallet.I dunno y he came into my mind out a sudden.I immediately took his photo,cut it into pieces & threw it in da bin.I dunno wat gt into mi coz dis is da first time im doin dis.I tried 2 kip myself bz 2dae coz datz da onli way i cn erase all dis off my mind.Normally,Mum & I wld do all da housework 2gether bt

2dae,i did all da housework alone while Mum did all da cooking.& i dun mind doin all dat alone la.

I suddenly rmbred wat Afiz texted mi da otha dae.

"When im no longer ard in dis world animore,i wan u 2 take care of urself ok.& when it cums 2 love,nvr give 100% of ur love.Save sum 4 urself.I juz dun wan u 2 fail in love over again & again.I juz wan u 2 be hapi in da future."

My tears dropped da moment when i read dis.& btw,Afiz,im ok & will alwaes be.So no worries ok?(:Yes,i may or might be in love wiv sumone rite nw bt.im juz nt confident enuff & if history were 2 repeat again,i noe im ntstrong enuff 2 face all dat again.I noe im nt.Absence makes da heart grow fonder & i guess dat phrase proves mi rite den.Am i ready?Oh god,show mi 2 da rite path pls.






I love u too much,it shows.

& all my emotions go out of control.

Alrite,these photos were taken at Sentosa last week.I noe dat dey r kinda outdated bt nvmm.Im lazy 2 elaborate mre on dat bt all i cn say is da trip 2 Sentosa wiv Syiqa & Yayah was a blastt! For mre details,pls visit my sis's blog.hahaha.((:

Aniwae,i was reli in a gd mood 2dae when suddenly sumone juz had 2 spoil my mood.Be it intentionally or nt.damnn! I dunno wat else he wans nw la.He was da one who wanted 2 leave so muchh & nw wat?U dun hav 2 luk 4 mi animore la ok.& dun even bother 2 ask whether im ok or nt.Y bother 2 ask nw?Y didnt u ask earlier,back when we were still 2gether??


& pls stop sayingg dat u r 24/7 bz wiv ur werk & so much so dat u dun even hv da time 2 text mi even??ya rite! Im nt dat dumb la ok.Wat do u tink i am??A doll or wat???& stop saying dat i dun understand & i dun even care.Coz all dis while do u even bother?Do u even bother 2 understand my feelings? Otha gerls might hav fallen into ur trap.bt nt mi!


If u say dat u r 2 young 2 be in a relationship & dat u r nt matured yet,den y do u wan 2 be in da relationship in da first place?Excusesss,excuses,excusess! Da fact is u dun wan 2 stay committed.Rite??If dat's da case den,tell mi honestly.U dun hav 2 play ard wiv my feelings! U dun hav 2 tell mi a thousand reassons on y u had 2 leave.U dun hav 2 tell mi dat ur mum hates mi or u r bz wiv ur werk & ur family & datz y u had 2 leave.ahhhhhhh wateva.Bullshit!


Otha ppl r bz wiv their work & family 2 & yet dey noe hw 2 manage their time! I dun care abt all dat animore la.All ur excuses r juz bullshit la.U cn juz save it! I've nvr had so much hatred 4 sumone dis much b4 bt 2dae,u forced mi 2 do so.So pls.Dun bother 2 luk 4 mi animore or sen mi msgs everi morning.& dun bother saying sorie.I had enuff wiv ur sories la.Da muak aku dgr ko nye sorie tau tk???meluat! Tkde pendirian! Itz 2 late alreadi.Itz reli 2 late.Itz over ok.Over! Itz 2 late 2 start anew.Itz 2 late my dear! U reli let mi down & i reli regret knowing a person so heartless as u.With or without u,i cn survive la.A very gdbye 2u,Muzhaffar Bin Abdul Rahman.May god bless u alwaes.((: