Syarahhla

Sunday, September 28, 2008







It was a very wonderful dae spent wiv da bestfren on Thursdae.((:
Had met up wiv Fitri & broke our fast 2gther 4 da first time dis yr.Like finally!
I tot i was late bt we ended up reaching at da same time.hehe.
We were supposed 2 reach at 4.45 pm bt we ended up reaching at 5 pm.lol.
I was quite hapi 2 see her in a dress on dat dae.((:
& itz like finally u wore a dress,my dear Fitri! hehe.
Well,i must admit dat she luked swit wearing dat dress.reli! ((:
Fit,u reli must start 2 wear dresses starting from nw onwards.haha.
I noe u hav loads of dem in ur wardrobe rite?(((:
So aniwae,we had planned 2 break our fast at Sakura da dae b4 bt in da end,
we decided 2 break our fast at Lau Pa Sat instead.
It was still early when we reached dere.It was onli 6 pm then.
We took a long time 2 place our orders.lol.
We were intending 2 eat seafood bt since dere were onli da 2 of us,we decided
nt 2 coz rest assured,we cldnt possibly finish itt.
U noe y?coz da seafood dat we were intending 2 order was
for at least 4 ppl da minimum.aiyo!
In da end,we ordered Tom Yam Noodle & Gong-gong.haha.
We lurve TOM YAMM! Haha.((:
Fit didnt noe wat is Gong-Gong & when during breaking-fast time,i had 2
teach her hw 2 eat Gong-gong.haha.It was reli cute,i tell u! ((:
We wanted 2 order Satay bt halfway thru,we were 2 full by den.haha.
I was acherly very very thirsty & so i decided 2 buy anotha can of Apple Tea.
Haha.Since Fit was thirsty 2,I bought anotha can 4 her 2.
Ended up,she cld onli drink half of da can & i decided 2 finish up her drink.lol!
So imagine hw many gallons of water i drank within 45 mins! haha.
So upon having done wiv everitink,we decided 2 go Twn afta dat.
We went straight 2 Far East.Since i was luking 4 a bag 4 Raye,we went round
& round luking 4 one.In da end,i found one & bought it at 29 bucks.
Da retailed price was acherly 32 bucks bt da nice lady reduced it 2 29 bucks.((:
Went 2 He & She afta dat & bought sum accessories 4 Raye.
I bought onli 1 ring since i was totally broke.sighhhhhh~
Fit bought earrings & bangles.Hw nice!
We decided 2 leave da place at 9.45 pm.Made my promise 2 my mum &
sumone dat i wld be hme by 11 pm & i did fulfil my promise.((:
I tried on da bag da moment when i reached hme.
& i realised dat dat bag is 2 casual 4 & i dun tink i suit wearing dat bag 4 Raye.
& i decided 2 wear it onli when i go out for otha purposes & nt 4 Raye purposes.
Fit's gonna kill mi if she noes abt dis! haha.
Told mum abt dis & she told mi 2 lend da bag 2 herr as she wanna
wear itt 4 Raye purposes.hehe.
I told her dat i still wanna use it when i go out though.hehe.
& dat means dat i nid 2 buy anotha bag.aiyo!!
I've been aiming 2 buy dis gorgeous clutch bag which i saw at Metro weeks ago.
& i tink i will buy itt tml using my own moneyy instead of using mum's since i
had alreadi wasted herr 29 bucks.aiyo!
My fam's planning 2 go Geylang tml & im exciteddd.haha.
Im planning 2 buy new curtains 4 my rm 2.
I tot of using last yr's curtains bt since dey luk ugly,i decided 2 buy new ones.
I was acherly pissed wiv my dad coz he's alwaes bz & rarely spends time wiv
da family dis daes.Sighhhhhhhhhhh~
"Im bz 2dae".Datz wat he alwaes say almost everidae.Arghhhhhh.
I decided 2 try my luck juz nw & da conversation goes like dis..


Me: Daddy,cn we go Geylang tml?I nid 2 buy new curtains 4 my rm.
Raye is juz a few daes away,u noe!
Dad: *still bz doin sumtink* Geylang?ok.wat time u wanna go?
Me: *all smiles* Afta Asar prayers cn?We break our fast at Geylang cn?
Dad: Ok cn.
Me: Reli??Dun break ur promise again,ok?
Dad: Ok2...


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Do u noe dat he didnt even luk at mi thruout da conversation?lol.
Wateva it is,i reli hope dat Dad wont break his promise coz im reli luking forward
2 tml's Geylang outing wiv my dearest fam.((:
Till den.Sayonara!



Tuesday, September 23, 2008



Da Geylang outing wiv my attachment frenz on Fridae was gr8 even
though sum of dem cldnt make it at da very last min.Nvm.sighhhhhh~
So in da end,onli 3 ppl turned up;Shahidah Mazelan,Wendy & Fatin.aiyo!
I dunno wat happened 2 Shahidah Sulaiman.She was supposed 2 turn up bt
till nw,she's still quiet.We tried 2 kal her many a times dat dae bt dere's still no
response from her.I was worried coz who noes sumtink bad had happened 2
her while she was otw 2 Geylang rite??Shahidah2...sighhhhhh~
Alrite.So aniwae,went out of da hse at 4.15 pm on Fridae.
Received a kal from Fatin.She told mi 2 mit her at Wlds as she wanted 2 go
2 Geylang 2gether wiv mi.haha.Farnie gerl! lol.
Had received alot of msgs from da othaz 2 bt end up,dey didnt turn up.sighhh~
Fatin was smiling so widely when she met mi dat dae & said "Let's go!".haha.
Took 969 2 Tampines & took da train nex 2 Paya Lebar.
We were still at Tampines when Shahidah & Wendy texted us saying dat
dey had reached Paya Lebar.haha.Sorie,guys! =pp
It was exactly 6 pm when Fatin & i reached Paya Lebar.
& as expected,it wasn't dat crowded coz it was still early BT we knew dat it
wld be crowded onli afta 8 pm.Rite???mcm phm.haha.
We were out of ideas of where 2 break fast & in da end,my idea was 2
juz break our fast at da nearest place which was at Banquet.lol.
I wasn't fasting on dat dae acherly.haha.lol.
& sadly,im nt fasting 2dae 2.sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Bt i reli hope i'll be able 2 fast tml.
Dere were alot of ppl at Banquet & it was so noisy! Worse than a market!
Da shopkeepers were even raising their voices at da top of their lungs!
It was so kecohrableeeeeeeeee i tell u.haha! lol.
I didnt noe wat 2 eat & in da end i decided 2 order fish soup w/o milk.lol.
I dun reli like milk acherly.So juz imagine drinking milk wiv a spoon! yucks!
& so upon having done wiv eating & stuff,we decided 2 leave da place &
headed straight 2 da bazaaar.I totally cldn't waittt.(((:
Wendy kept on saying dat she cldnt wait 2 do sum shopping.haha!
While we were walking,i saw an ATM machine & immediately checked
my money balance.Disappointed,i quickly walked away.
U noe y?coz my pay is yet 2 be transferred 2 my account.sighhh~
Hmm.I wonder when..Nex wk mayb?hopefullly den.God's willing.
Fatin,Wendy & Shahidah surveyed & bought alot of stuff.
& while dey were surveying da stuff,i went moaning ard luking 4 sum stuff 2.
& when i came back 2 dem,dey were still surveying & said dis 2 mi;


Dem: Syarah! where hav u been?We were luking all over 4 u,u noe.
Summore,u r so small & itz hard 2 find u in dis crowd,u noe.
Me: *laughs* Den u all survey2 da stuff wat.I go survey2 4 my stuff osola.
& stop saying dat im small la.Im alreadi 19,u noe.hehe. *smiles*


So aniwae,upon having done wiv everitink,we decided 2 leave da place
coz it was alreadi late.It was alreadi 11 pm by den.
Im currently luking 4 sum stuff 4 Raye acherly.Im currently luking
4 a bag 4 Raye.I dun tink im buying a new pair of shoes.
I tink im wearing dis pair of black heels which i had bought a few yrs back bt is
yet 2 be worn.haha.lol.So y waste da money of buying another pair rite?((:
& in case if u r wondering,my feet cn still fit into dat pair of
heels till 2dae.hehe.Sis had tried on da pair of heels juz nw & she said dat she
wans 2 wear it 4 Raye.Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.aiyoo! tk pdn kecik btol!
& i told her dat if i cn get a nicer pair of heels than dis,onli den i will give it 2
her willingly wiv all my heart & let her wear it.haha!
Mum promised dat she wld accompany mi go shopping 4 Raye stuff soon.((:
I dunno y bt i simply lurve goin shopping wiv my parents
especially wiv my mum.hehe.((((:
My dad doesnt reli make alot of comments when i shop wiv him.
He wld usually give alot of opinions even when i dun ask him 4 sum.
Same goes 2 my mum.Juz dat she wld alwaes make alot of fuss.
Haha.Understand understood k.hehe.lol.
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Im still tinking whether i shld buy a new pair of heels.hmm.see hw den.
Bt no matter wat i die2 must get a new bag b4 Raye.
I badly nid oneeeeeeeeeeee,babehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Sighhhhh~
Hmm.Preparations for Rayeeeeeeeee...Let mi seee...hmm.
Im finally done wiv spring-cleaning of my room & im satisfied.haha.
Hmm.Da mirror i bought from IKEA is up & im lurving itt.((:
I totally lurve da stuff from IKEA.Hehe.
I had done sum re-arrangement of da furniture in my rm & i tink my
rm luks mre better nw & much mre nicerrrr 2.hehe.
Im onli left wiv curtains which is yet 2 be put up in my rm & oso new bedsheets.
Spring-cleaning of da whole hse is halfway done.
Painting of da whole hse is finally done 2.Nw we r left wiv a little
bit of cleaning here & dere.hmmmmm.
One ting 4 sure,i must get everitink done by dis week! sighhhhh~
Da outfits 4 raye is ready bt sumhw im nt satisfied wiv itt.U noe y???
Coz da outfits turned out 2 be super biggg! & i dun like ittt.
My mum is currently helping mi 2 alter itt.phewwwwwwwww~
So aniwae,im wearing maroon,blue & purple dis yr.((:
I dun reli like maroon coz it luks like red 2 mi.I dun reli like red,rmbr?((:
Im nt sure whether im excited 4 Raye annot.hmm.sighhhh~
Counting dwn da daesssssssssssssssssssss...............


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I dunno y bt my tears dropped da moment when i read da msg i received.
& datz when i told myself dat i shld stop dis tears from flowing.
I noe dat i shldnt be shedding tears animore.
Bt am i supposed i do?Wat shld u do when u cant even control ur emotions?
Syarah,u're in total control of urself bt yet u cant even do a simple ting.
Simple?By trying 2 control ur inner emotions,izzit a simple ting 2 do?tell mi..izzit?
No,i dun tink so.Itz nt a simple ting 2 do especially when u hav been
keeping it 2 urself 4 a veryy very veryy long timee.
& datz wat i've been doin till 2dae.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sumhw,i fil like itz betta 2 kip tings 2 urself rather than we let othaz noe
abt wat u r goin thru.Coz im sure otha ppl hav their own problems 2 settle.
Therefore,i dun wanna burden dem mre wiv my own problems.
Itz betta 2 settle it one by one all by myself.rite??
& nw my tears r dropping again.sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Y dis feeling?Y dis emotion?y?y????????
Y must u leave at dis point at time when u noe dat i reli2 nid u
badly nw & forever??Da qn is y???y?????
Maybe itz true dat i've been too dependent on u all dis while.
Even though we r juz frenz nw,hav 2 admit dat im still dependent on u till 2dae.
Izzit wrong 4 mi 2 be 2 dependent on u,a best fren whom i reli treasure so muchh?
As da saying goes,we will onli learn 2 appreciate & treasure da person onli
when he or she is gone.gone foreva.sighhhhh~
Bt when da person was still ard,u dun even appreciate & treasure him or herr.
U even took tings 4 granted & dun even treat him or herr well.
Nw dat he will be leaving mi 4 gd,onli den dat i started 2 realise sumtink.
I realised dat i reli regret 4 nt appreciating his presence &
nt treasuring him while he's still ard.
I reli regret 4 all da bad tings dat i had done 2wards him all dis while.
All da little arguments which were started by mi were reli stupidd!!
& everitink wld onli get back on track ONLI when i becum da "water".
Coz in everi arguments,im alwaes da "fire",da fire-starter.sighhhhhhh~
Wateva it is,i juz wan u 2 noe dat u mean alot 2 mi.
U're higher than da stars,da sun & da moon,babyy.
Itz ok if u dun appreaciate mi.Itz ok if u dun treasure mi.
Bt i juz wan u 2 noe dat in everi moment,i reli do appreciate u & treasure u ya.
Even if u hav 2 leave mi foreva,my heart & soul will nvr leave u.
It will still be wiv u no matter wat happens.Nw & foreva.Juz rmbr dattt.
I guess i shall make a move nw ya.Tears r dropping alreadi.sighhhhh~
So long & gd nite,ppl.







& y izzit so difficult 4 u 2 be honest wiv mi??y??






Thursday, September 11, 2008






Alrite.Skul has officially re-opened on Mondae & let mi tell u it is such
a drag goin 2 skul everidae.Reli!! I fil so lazy 2 go 2 skul acherly.lol.
But luckily,i will onli hav 2 attend skul 4 2 wks.phewww!
& afta dat,it wld be da moment which i hav been waiting 4 & which is da...
HOLIDAESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! ((((((:
Hmm.I do nt hav 2 attend skul on nex Mondae & Tuesdae.((:
Bt i'll be having my CPR phase test on nex Wednesdae & Thursdae.Sighhhh~
Hmm.Sumhw,i find it reli nonsense by having 3 hrs break almost everidae &
attending an hr of tutorial lessons afta dat! Aiyo! Get wat i mean?
Hw lame cn da skul be????sighhhhhhhh~
However,i lurve tml's & Fridae's timetable coz i'll be ending
skul at 12 pm on both daes.weeeeeeeee!~
Will be having lecture da whole dae tml & im lurving ittt.haha.
Frankly speaking,i wld rather attend lectures rather than attending tutorial
or practical lessons.I noe sum of u may find it weird rite??lol.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Niwae,i had planned an outing wiv my attachment frenz on nex Fridae.
Had planned 2 go 2 & break fast 2gther & go Geylang afta dat.((:
Had texted dem yesterdae evening & onli 6 or 7 ppl gt back 2 mi.
So i assume dat onli dis 6 0r 7 ppl will be goin nex Fridae.
Abt da otha remaining ppl,itz ok if u r nt goin.Be it den.I dun mind either ya.((:
I will update u guys again soon ya.No worries.((:
My family is planning 2 go Geylang oso on dis cuming Sat.I cant waitttt! hehe.
I dunno y bt i lurve goin 2 dat place especially during da fasting mth.
Da onli exception is da crowd hanging ard over dere.
I cant stand it sumtimes.argh.
Hmm.Last Sat was a gr8 dae spent wiv my little sista of mine.
Had went 2 Twn & broke our fast at Pizza Hut at Plaza Singapura.
My sis die2 wanted 2 break fast at Pizza Hut.aiyooooo!
As u cn see from da pictures above,my sis & i ate like pigsssss! haha.
We ordered quite alot of food & cn u imagine dat i gt full afta eating onli 2 pieces
of da thin crust Hawaiian pizza??Bt still,we forced ourselves 2 finish up everitink.
Coz i dun wanna waste da food & da precious moneyyyyy.lol.
Afta having done wiv everitink,sis decided 2 go 2 Vivo for i-dunno-wat-reason.
Sumtink farnie happened while we were walking ard.
Itz abt dis weird middle-east gorgeous salesguy selling hair-curler.haha.lol.
U cn go 2 my sis's blog if u wanna noe mre ya.Shall nt elaborate mre on dis.
Afta feeling tired of walking,we decided 2 sit dwn & rest 4 awhile.
While we were resting,i did a wordsearch puzzle & im currently addicted 2 itt.
Sis gt irritated coz while she was toking 2 mi,my eyes were stuck on da bk.lol!
At ard 10 pm,we decided 2 leave da place & went hme afta dat.((:
Yesterdae,Fatin & i had broke our fast at Banquet,CP.
Since it was still early,i decided 2 go hme first & brought Fatin along.
I had told her 2 slip on my cosy bed first while waiting 4 mi 2 get ready & stuff.lol.
& yes,she did slept like a sleeping beautyyyy.haha! No offence,Fatin! =pp
By 5.45 pm,we were alreadi out of da hse & we reached CP at ard 6 pm.
It was still early & so we decided 2 walk ard firstttttt.
While walking,i saw sumone & i didnt expect 2 see him hanging ard dere.
Told my mum abt it & she was like "wateva".My mum totally despises himm.
Eversince dat incident which had happened few yrs back,my perception abt
him changed totally & i totally despise himm soon afta dat.
Itz nt easy 4 mi 2 4give & 4get everitinkkk.sighhhhhhhhhhh~
So aniwae,Fatin & i decided 2 go 2 da Thai Exhibition 2 kill da time.
& i simply lurve da stuff dey were selling over dere.Reliiiiiiiiiiiii.
I fil like buying EVERITINKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! haha!
Since i was broke,i bought a boho bangle onli 4 5 bucks.(((:
Upon dat,we went straight 2 Banquet & we saw many familiar faces.
We saw Nishamm,Fatin Rahmah & Munirah.lol.
Nishamm was smiling so widely da moment when he saw us.haha.
I tink he felt paiseh or sumtink like dat.lol.
So aniwae,we managed 2 get a place 4 us 2 sit & eat though it was reli crowded.
Had bought my fav Tomyam Banmian for breaking fast.hehe.
Been craving 4 dat since i-dunno-when.haha.
We decided 2 go hme afta dat.Fatin & i went our separate ways.
& while i was otw hme,was disturbed by 2 irritating guys.arghhhh.
Dey approached mi,smiled & said hi & laughed afta dat.Siao!!!
WATEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I shall make a move nw ya.More updates soon.Tc.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008









First & foremost,i wld like 2 wish all muslims HAPI FASTING! ((:
Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan! ((:
Thank god im able 2 fast 2dae & im super duper hapi
coz itz finally Ramadhan 2dae.hehe.
Time passed so fast ya??hmmmmmmmmm.
Since itz Tchr's Dae 2dae,my school decided 2 kal it as holidae.hehe.
So obviously,im nt werking 2dae.((:
As for tml,i'll be werking in da aftanoon shift.
& yup i'll go back 2 ward 12D tml.arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
Im ending my 2.1 attachment dis week & i'll be goin back
2 campus on nex Mondae.Sighhh~
Itz scary coz 2.2 is juz nex week & soon afta dat itz Graduation Dae.
Im luking forward 2 it bt at da same time itz reli scary.hmm.
Moreover,i'll be having my CPR phase test on nex Mondae or Tuesdae.
Juz imagine sitting 4 da CPR test on da very first dae of da term w/o even
learning a single ting abt it??hw's dat huh?arghhhhh
& let mi tell u,i noe nuts abt CPR! Serious!
I wonder hw am i supposed 2 do da test nex wk.sighhh~
So i guess im nt luking forward 2 being in campus nex wk.U shld noe y.
So aniwae,my weekends hav been reli gr8.((:
Had went shopping on Sat & 50 bucks was gone in juz a few hrs.lol.
On Sat,met up wiv Fatin at Boots & Shoes.
While otw dere,i bumped into Rai at da carpark opposite my block.
Miss her like crazyyy! ((((:
Yela org da ade matair,ane nk ingat kwn lag.hmph.
We took 169 2gther 2 Wlds.We toked non-stop in da bus.lol.
Upon reaching Wlds,Rai & I went our separate ways.
Afta dat,Fatin & I took da train 2 Outram 2 do our shopping dere first.
I reli lurve 2 shop dere.U gerls shld go & do sum shopping dere.((:
I bought 2 dresses & Fatin kept on saying dat she's tired
of entertaining mi.haha.idiottt.
Dearest Fitri texted mi & asking where i was & i told her
dat i was at Outram wiv a fren.
She wanted mi 2 accompany her 2 Twn & so we decided 2 mit up.((:
Since it was raining heavily,we decided 2 proceed 2 Bugis coz we had
dis feeling dat it wont rain dat much dere.haha.mcm phm.
I didnt buy anitink at Bugis.Well as 4 Fit,she onli bought a pair of black flats.
Afta dat,we went 2 Twn & decided 2 proceed 2 Heeren.
Since dere was nutink much dere,we decided 2 proceed 2 Far East afta dat.
Upon reaching dere,i bought lots of vintage accessories &
a pair of black flats at Mondo.hehe.
& i tink Fit & Fatin cld becum crazy entertaining mi coz i kept on
asking abt their opinions abt all da stuff dere.haha.
Itz reli fun goin shopping wiv dose 2 lovelies.((:
Afta we r done wiv shopping,we decided 2 hang out at McCafe at Shaw House.
Had my usual Caramel Frappe.((:
Fit's fren,Iman joined us coz he was having a smoke break.
He was werking at dat point of time.
I was quite suprised when he kalled my name & asked mi abt skul.
I tot dat he had alreadi 4gotten abt mi & my name even.haha.
& i tink da last time i met him 2gether wiv Fit was a few yrs back.
Fit & him were nt in gd terms back den.
Bt im glad dat da misunderstandings btwn him &
Fit's boyf,An r cleared alreadi.
Having done wiv da drinks & da toks,we decided 2 go hme afta dat.
Well as 4 Sundae which is yesterdae,i went shopping again wiv my bro.lol.
Dat little bro of mine die2 wanted mi 2 go shopping wiv him.
So rite afta our religious class,we went hme straight & gt changed.
Had lunch at KFC at Cp first.
Afta dat,took da train 2 Bugis.Yet again! haha.
Bro bought a black top at Topman & 2 otha tops at Bugis Street.
Well as 4 mi,i didnt shop much coz i was alreadi broke back from
da shopping i did da dae b4.haha.
I onli bought a pair of black jeans 4 onli 20 bucks.((:
We went 2 Isetan at Wisma & Shaw House 2 redeem a
voucher rite afta dat.hehe.((:
Im so hapi coz my mum had given mi da $40 voucher.((:
Upon reaching Isetan,we went round & round dere.
I seriously dunno wat 2 buy coz i wasnt reli interested in
da stuff dey were selling over dere.
It was until i saw sumtink which reli caught my eyes.hehe.
I saw dis gorgeous floral-printed tote bag & decided 2 take a luk at itt.
It was selling at $49.90 & in my mind,i was tinking dat if i buy da bag,
i will onli hav 2 top anotha 10 bucks.
A floral-printed wallet oso caught my eyes & it was selling at $29.90.
In da end,i decided 2 buy da wallet.
Since my bro wanted 2 buy a belt,in da end i still hav 2 top
up anotha 10 bucks.Dun u tink itz mre worth it?((:
Get wat i mean???hehe.((:
Afta dat,we went back 2 Wlds.Went 2 da pasar mlm & Wlds Centre
coz my bro wanted 2 buy a 3/4 pants over dere.
Went hme straight afta dat.Saw Hafeez wiv his mum in da bus.
& u noe wat?In da end,i had 2 carry da shopping bags
all da way hme.aiyoooooo!
Upon reaching hme,took a shower & continued reading my bk.hehe.
I guess i shall make a move nw coz i fil dat dis entry is 2 long alreadi.
Till here den.More updates soon,lovelies!! ((: